WOW!!

its been mths tat i nvr update my blog.. i tink.. it is time for me to keep update my blog like the old times aitex?.. hmm.. well my blog is for me to luah kn all my feelings.. tmpt mengadu lah kirekan... orite... ill update soon when im free wif pics and stories kk...
nk tido nie... da ngantok seyy...

CHALO!

moving to a new life.

nice?

trying to release all the thoughts.

PEACE YAWW~

seletar reservoir. nice scenary. love it.


well.. todae..

was at hme..

its my off dae..

no plan..

so i think of finding a leather shoe for my 2nd job

since it is part of my uniform..

so planned wif syahmi to go vivo n town..

cox at the same time..

trying to release my stress..

at first, when reach vivo,

was planning to eat at banquet..

bt in the end we ate at Pizza hut at harbourfront..

well oh well..

tk abes2..

hahaha!

den move on to town..

at first,

hve no idea which part of town wanna go..

bt since im oso want to window shopping to look

for long sleeve shirt..

so at first we went to "orchard central"

tot could find something nice to buy..

bt in the end..

we explore the place..

the place was totally COOL!

seriously..

its like changi airport terminal 3 only tat

it is muc better n it is a shopping centre!

they even have a roof garden which is at lvl 11!

really nice scenary! can see nearly all the high buildings in the town area!

love it! it is oso a good place, to sit wif ur couple..

very the romantic place..

wish could bring some one there..

k, out of track..

nvm..

haha..

well, we took some photos which u can see at my fb which i juz uploaded.

well, trying to tenangkn fikiran..

hmm..

well.. all kind of things running thru my mind..

haish..

nvm..

den off to 313 somerset..

its a totally cool place!

alot of things can be found there!

n i found the shirt tat i wanted..

planning to buy on my next pay next week.

hmm..

den wondering arnd lucky plaza...
den in the end,

go marina square..

hahaha!

n here i am writting tis post..

haish..

my brain can go haywire..

all the thoughts in my head can make me go nuts..

when i try to love u, mybe i try it too hard.

n i noe its still early..

i understand.

bt well, if

i got the chance.

i will try to steal ur heart

n hope u to be mine..

my head juz cant stop thinking of u.

haish..

y does tis owaes happen to me?

nw, u treat me differently..

hmm.

i wonder.

i noe u cant forget abt ur ex.

i dnt mind.

bt for me, i juz want to make u happy.

oh well..

tink ill juz move on for the moment..

ill juz follow wherever Allah bring me to.

gtg...

tkcre..

having prac tmr at 8am..

this is my quote of the dae.

"Life is like a bubble. If u r
hoping to do or to get something for ur life, bt if its fail, is like a bubble
tat u juz blow n it pops. So the only way is to blow a new bubble. in simple
terms, move on, if things in life have fail or let u down."

-Sazri Sawal-

lost, cnfused, n sad.

salam all,

tis few days..
is the dae where im cnfused wif my life again..
im trying to survive n tried to cheer myself up..
well,
hmm..
im really lost of my life whereby i dnt noe wat shld i decided
n wat ive done..
in my life,
i owaes have this feeling whereby whenever i fell in love,
i will noe when i found tat sum1 special to me,
it will nt be mine.
idk y.
idk y i gt tis negative feelings.
bt tis feeling is 99% tepat..
weird..
hmm..
bt its ok..
ive owaes try my best to move on wif my life..
eventhough its hard for me..
ppl owaes see by my exterior, ppl owaes tot im owaes a happy guy,
joke here n there..
bt im owaes trying to hide my sadness cox i dnt wish to have ppl pity on me.
cox i noe ppl r oso sad deep in them..
bt i my interior, i have this deep feelings when i day dreams or when im thinking far away, alone, i will have tears came out frm my eyes.
my sadness is way2 deep in me..
i wish dat i can be as happy as most other ppl r..
im juz a guy who need attention frm my family, frens n my love one.
so to all my people,
plz forgive me for everything ive done..
im juz an idiot who owaes trying to pretend something tat im nt good at.
so yeah..
n to tat sum1, im sorri for everything.
i noe at times, i am irritating.
bt sumtime, u noe hw to make me happy n smile.
thnks for everything.
i wrote this when otw sending u hme..
tis is meant for u..
hope u like it..

"Cinta. Apa itu cinta?
Cinta adalah sebuah perasaan dlm hati yg amat indah sekali.
Cinta itu buta tetapi cinta yg suci adalah sngt indh dlm kehidupan.
Cinta asalnya dari perasaan dan membawa ke hati.
Cinta yg suci sentiasa membuat mu gembira dan sedih.
Walaupun penuh dengan cabaran dlm percintaan,
utkku, cinta adalah indah seperti syurga.
Cinta ku hanya utkmu sahaja."

CHALO!

(hnya engkau menyinari hatiku)

fallin sick, stressed, mixed feelings.

salam all readers..

hmm.. feel like falling sick soon..
my body starts to shiver..
mybe juz stressed out..
mixed feeling n confusion.
n i really2 want to stop sm***ing..
so far so good. todae i did nt sm***.
tats y mybe im sick..
bt i dnt care.
i really wnt to quit n i did promise to sum1
tat i want to quit.
so be it..
haish,
alot of thoughts running thru my head..
idk wat shld i do nw..
i did move alot of things..
bt when i move on, eventhough im glad i did.
n when i found sum1 new, i owaes have this feeling
tat i noe i wont get sum1 to be myne.
mybe im scared to fall in love aft watever happens to me in the past.
im nt rushing into relationship n im nt desperate for love.
cox i really want to be serious in a relationship 1 dae.
haish.. forget abt it.. nvm..
well, nw trying to relax my mind.
so i did by went to town juz nw aft goin to hyatt hotel to take my uniforms.
was wif Muiz.
as we was strolling arnd town, n when i see couples walking together, bypass me,
i feel kinda jealous. lol.
idk y. hmm.. cox its hard for me to be in a relationship n be wif happy wif it.
aft all the bad experience happens to me.
seriously, if i get sum1 special to be mine..
i ll cherish n treasure her loads.
only Allah noes who will it be..


"Ya Allah,
tenangkan lah fikiran dan hati hambamu ini ya Allah,
kerana engkau lah maha pengasih dan maha penyayang."


CHALO :(

(hanya engkau lah mampu membuat ku bahagia)

Stressed out.. wat a dae..

F*ucking stressed.
seriously, wat a dae..
haish..
everything went kinda wrong yesterdae..
:(
the few things tat makes me happy yesterdae
was seeing sum1 smile, when seeing sum1 melatah..
n me n syahmi fell down at the same time when rushing trying to get a lift
during work time. hurhur!
yesterdae, during wash cutlaries..
suddenly my mood swing..
btl2 nye termenung jauh..
all the flashback..
y does tis happen?
frm my happy mood becoming a no mood..
haish..
is it bcox i missed falling in love?
or wat?
so many things running thru my mind,,
bt i really apprciate tat sum1 ask me
y my face long during dat time.
really observant of u..
thnks for asking aitex.
i really appriciate it :D
den during at nite..
things went wrong again.
worsen my dae again..
i even scold my manager
for bnyk mulut to other colleagues..
in the end i ask my colleague to go hme
while i help them finish up their closing..
haish..
dah stress uat makin stress..
hmm..
wish tat todae is a much much better dae todae..
wish tat i could meet sum1 todae.
her smile will really make my dae.
well
gtg nw..
goin to prac.
followed by hyatt hotel. den
c wat other plan i have.
takecre all..

CHALO

(mmg bunga ada banyak, cuma utk mencari satu yg istimewa adalah susah.)

i do.

i do care abt u n i really mean it.
everytime tears came out frm u.. ill
be worried sick n its hard for me to sleep.
cox in my mind i kept tinking abt u, whether u r fyne..
coz ure one awesome n sweet lady.
n u r meant to be care n concern by ppl.
i noe u nid sum1 to listenn to u n i oso nid u by my side.
i hve move on n nw i found u.
im glad i did.
plz dnt do tis to me.
i do care abt u...

start a fresh new me.

hey.. its been a long time dat i updated my blog..
cox kinda lazy..
bt im back..
dnt noe y tiber2 ade mood nk post a entry..
haha!
well,
i have move on..
move on wif fish..
move on wif everything tat happened in the past..
time 2009..
its time for me to start a new.
kinda hapy wif my life so far :D
love my part time jobs..
love my collegue at my work..
love u guys alot!
i dnt mind abt the pay,
its abt the ppl arnd u tat make u want to stay working..
i enjoyed alot working at P.H :D
nxt wk im starting to werk at my 2nd job..
my old werk place..
hyatt hotel -.-"
last i werk there was 8 mths ago..
i have to work to jobs to get my target..
to earn 3K or more in 3-4mths time..
theres a lot of reason.. first.
im tinking to buy a car once i pass my license...
2nd to pay the fees n such...


Love is in the air..
Love is blind..
im glad i found someone like u..
juz hoping to noe u better in the future..
ure the type of person im owaes looking for.
bt im nt rushing for relationship..
slow n steady win the race..
cox i myself nt rdy yet for relationship..
if once im rdy, n if u r rdy.
ill tell u :D

do takecre all :D

CHALO :D

(cinta itu buta)