Resolution for 2 0 1 0...

hey all..
2 0 0 9 is goin to leave us soon..
n 2 0 1 0 is coming up..
watever tat happens in 2009 is all a wonderful memories..
wif all the ups n down..
learn frm my mistakes in 2009..
n my resolution/azam for 2010 would be...
-pass my car license
-to be more matured n serious in most matter.
-to be less lazy..(lol)
-to be successful person(bowling, badminton, automotive industry)
-to understand wat is love n how to appriciate love.

tats my resolution for 2010..
so far my resolution for my 2009 has achieved well except for
excel in my studies.. :(
hmmm...
well..
i have to move on in life..
even though 2009 is quite a sad year for me..
bt its while worth to keep in my memories..
k lah... i gtg..
want to go gathering wif my colleagues...
aniwae, happy new year to all!!!

CHALO! :D

the decision...

hmm...
i tink i have made my decision....
haish..
its a hard decision for me...
bt i think is the best..
i have to let u go...
haish..
i juz dnt noe ur feelings terhadap me..
i dnt even noe wat do u anggap me or
wat i meant to u..
everytime i ask u wat/hw do u feel terhadap me..
u will owaes say tat one dae u will tell me..
i juz really wish 2 noe..
bt u juz kept delaying..
i understand y..
bt its too long to me..
i can wait for the ans bt sometime..
its juz weird enuf y muz u delay the ans..
haish..
im sorry..
bt i have to move on...
i nid to find my own happiness..
my objectives to see u happy is done..
nw is my turn to find my own happiness..
eventhough my heart still on u..
i will owaes love u bt...
tis is my decision...
only u noe wat shld u do or decide..
im sorry..
plz forgive me...
i hpe u understand...

:(

missing u...

where are you?
i missed u so much..
haish..
everywhere i go,
i owaES kept tinking of u..
when u are away,
first thing in my mind is u..
worried abt u..
missed ur voice,
missed ur msges..
infact, i miss everything..
where are you my dear one?
have u return home?
if u do plz tell me..
haish..

everynite n dae, my mind was owaes tinking abt u..
my love for u is stronger each dae..
bt i noe i cant be urs for now, nt soon nt later..
bt MAYBE 1 dae..
n im nt giving up..
bt nw, i juz want u to be happy..
my dear..
forgive me for all my wrong doings..
..
my love for u will nvr fade cox nw,
i juz nid u by myside...
love u loads.. fully in my heart...