MY BDAE:DDD

HEY!!!
its 11.19PM.
hahaha! juz came back frm my bdae
dinner! HEE!! :Dmy family blanje mkn kt sakura! HEE!!
well, todae work was kinda bored! n SUX!tapi mcm biase, gaji buta! HAHAHA!
i woke up late todae! dang! was late 4 work..
i rush2 siap n go to work..
supposed to start work at 9AM..
bt i reach my workplace nearly 10AM!
LOL! lucky manager off..
n if i come late oso they dnt care...
cox they cant control me..
cox SHELL HQ send me...
hahaha! mcm boss gtu lak!LOL!
aniwae, i end work at 4.45PM instead of 5PM
cox there's nothing to do cox nt bz..
kreta pun tk bnyk masuk..
i juz chow aje ah..
haha! mendak seyy!!
reach hme arnd 6PM..
first thing tat i looked 4 when i was reaching home was
the new LAPTOP dat my dad get frm starhub free frm
upgrading the internet speed.. HEE!n nw the laptop i share wif my dad! WOOHOO!!
aft godeh2 the LAPPY, i quickly siap2ing cox want to
go for my bdae dinner! HEE! SO HAPPY!
go there by cab cox my dad n mum gy melawat jap..
tot of picking me up bt since while OTW to
picking me up, they stuck wif a massive jammed at PIE..
oh well its ok.. HEE!
cox they made a reservation at SAKURA..
so must be on time! HEHE!
when reached SAKURA!! i dnt noe wat food to start first...
bt in the end i ate little only.. idk y..
i ate lamb chop, potato wedges, nasi goreng, mee goreng(i tink).. brownies..
n much more.. bnyk nye little! haha! bt seriously..
i ate little.. usually when i ate at SAKURA, i will taste every single food they have!HAHA! BIG APPETITE bt kurus jek.. haish!
wakaka!
took some photos at SAKURA...
here r the pics... enjoy!! :D






me, my lil princess n the CHEF!! HAHA!


my lil princess future husband! LOL! hee:D


THE BDAE BOI! :D



me n my SIS! :DD

ME :D

my dearest NENEK :D

my adek :D

MY STEP KUIT SIS! :DD

my dearest PAPA n MAMA! :DD

LAMB CHOP :D

NK STEP KIUT JEK MY DAD N ME :DD

THE PRETTY LADIES I LOVE IN MY LIFE!:D

MY SIS n my LIL SIS! :DD

ALAA3! manje nye! suapkn cake! HAHA!

MY NENEK N ME!! (SEBOK AH KAKAK!!) HMPH!

HAPPY :DD

JEMPUT MKN SEMUA! :D

KAKAK N NENEK :D

MAMA n LiL SiS :D

POTATO WEDGES! :DD

IM SO FULL NW!! HAHAHA!

PUAS ATI DI GOLDEN CHANCE! HEE :D

LOVE U GUYS LOADS!!

n later my frens want to celebrate my bdae plak..

hrp2 tk kne sabo sudah.. hehehe!

aniwae, to all my frens, thnks for wishing me happy bdae!

i really2 app it loads! :D

MISS MY FISH LOADS! hope can meet u 1 dae :D
HEHE!!

k lah.. gtg

working morning tmr.. takut lmbt agy lak!
HAHAHA!
takecre!!
NITEZ!

CHALO!

(ku cintai kamu dgn sepenuh hati)

todae is the dae:D HEE:D

HEY!! its
12.45AM nw..
hehe!
at last im 18! WOO HOO!
HAPPY BDAE 2 me!
WAKAKA! lol! GILER!
aniwae, juz came bck frm lepak wif my frens:)
naseb all tk sabo me! PHEW! hehe!
well, todae sch kinda bored.. haha!
bt at least i manage to do my practical test wif ease..
PHEW!
aft sch, straight to mosque for friday prayers..
meet didi n syahmi while otw to mosque in bus 985..
aft solat, lepak jap den i went hme cox i was freaking tired..
idk y tis few daes rase penat gtu.. padahal tk uat pape..
haha!
spent my time at com for a few hrs den went to sleep..
when i woke up, i see at my window, is it morning oredy?!
cox i was freaking shock tat if its morning, i really sleep tat long..
haha! n i tot dat i was late frm my 2nd job.. haha!
den i quickly check my watch, it was 18.45PM..
terperanjat jap.. bt i was late to pick up my lil princess..
sedih seyy.. haish.. at the same time while waking up,
tiber2 i got tis migrane on my right side of my brain,
until nw still have..
idk y.. salah bantal ke, or am i tinking to much of sumtink..
hmm.. oh well..
den when my lil princess alek, muke muram jek..
kecian dia cox she was hoping me to fetch her..
sorri my lil princess :(
aniwae, bngun, den my fish call me.. hehe!
den mandi, siap, n trus gy madrasah..
hmm.. tat migrane really irritate me during madrasah..
blaja oso cannot pay attention.. haish..
tkpelah.. at least i learn sumtink.. haha!
n nxt week is my madrasah exams..
hmm! nid to score good marks..
cox i nid to prepare myself for
O lvl madrasah..
hmm..
n here i am nw writing tis post..
tmr working at 9AM..
oh well..
cant wait to go out wif my family later..
hee! k lah..
gtg..
nid to sleep oredy..
NITEZ!!
aniwae, i change my playlist song again:)
here r the lyrics enjoy!!

Sambutlah Kasih Ku

Tak pernah ku menduga
Gelora jiwa sesali dada
Aku jatuh dan aku merindu tanpa kepastian
Bagaimanakah nantinya
Aku dapat merasakan
Rasa cinta di hatiku
Hanyalah untukmu kekasihku

1
Mendung dalam sinar matamu
Kenangan duka masa lalu
Kepasrahan...

( korus )
Tak ku hiraukan panas mentari lagi
Demi cinta kurela menanti
Takkan goyang walau badai kan melanda
Seribu tahun kutetap setia
Lupakanlah dukamu yang silam
Hulur tanganmu sambut kasihku
Mari bersama kita melangkah
Membina cinta abadi


CHALO!!

(ku sangat mencintaimu wahai kekasihku)

good...

HEY!
ITS 10.50PM...
aru alek lpak...
hahaha!
todae was kinda bored...
firstly, i woke up late 4 sch...
haha! strt at 10.30AM...
bt i reached sch at 11.30AM..
n when i reach sch, my morning lesson oredy end...
LOL! sedih seyy..
cox i was freaking tired.. hahaha!
so my class mcm biase, gy LAN GAME!
hahaha! standard, im the top frag in CS in my class!!
HEE!!
aniwae, aft sch straight away gy lot 1.. jmpe syahmi n eddie...
den i go take my lil pwincesh frm sch...
n here i am nw.. writing tis post..
hmm...
well, todae it seems tat my dear fish
is happy... GOOD!
hehehe! dari slalu stress2..
hope she is fine.. cox she still seems to be stressed...
haish.. do share wif me k dear.. like u owaes did...
:D
i miss u my dear fish!
so happy tat dpt otp wif her..
hehe!

my bdae is coming in 24 hrs.. hee!

k lah gtg!
ngantok!

CHALO!

(ku sungguh menyayangi mu)

tired...

HEY,
ITS 3.09AM..
finish work arnd 1AM juz nw..
todae was freaking tired!! cox 1st,
did nt have enuf sleep, so otw hme,
frm sch, tido dlm bus jap.. nk hilangkn penat..
2nd, work was very bz todae..
lagy2 part closing.. cox i have to do WASH AGAIN!
i finish washing everything arnd 12.40AM!
paling lmbt i ever wash seyy!
bt its ok..
there still fun todae...
during lunch break at sch, play LAN game at whampoa...
kt keje, me n syahmi compose a song..
while washing.. bt sadly,
i forgot abit of the lyrics, cox
during washing,
hard plastic container, drop on my head...
HARD! n its not 1 container.. its a bunch of stacked containers..
kinda dizzy rite nw...
HAHA! oh well.. da naseb..
haha! practice safety during work..
HAHA!
thurs skul start at 10.30AM..
end mcm biaser...4PM..
tk pnh earlier den dat.. haish..
n 12 nov, my class will be goin to ITE EAST
for the ITE career fair.. HAHA!
i want to see wat job r they offering..
hmm..
oh well..

fish kinda senyap todae..
bt its ok lah..
i understand...
for the first time she
wish me good nite first b4 me..
hee!:)
bt tkpelah..
i understand y she quiet..
hmm..
:)

k lah..
im hungry rite nw..
want to bath first, eat n sleep..
:)

NITEZ!!

CHALO!

(engkau bagaikn bunga yg menceriakn hidupku)

todae!

HEY!!

its 1.56AM..

juz reach hme frm work..

Work was tiring bt fun..

cox syahmi n i tag team do WASH!!
HAHA! FAST GAME NYE!

BREAK RECORD for me!
KEJAP DA BES!

11.30PM exact da abes!

HAHA!

well, todae was kinda bored..

since no school todae..

Teachers in my automotive department go

Team Building..haha!

woke up at 9AM..

anta my adek to ngaji n sch...

den tido alek..

haha!

nuth to do mah!

n GUESS WAT?!

HAHA!

i got my bdae present from my KAKAK!!
SHE BOUGHT ME THE WALLET TAT

I WANTED BADLY!!
HAHAHA!
SO HAPPY!

bt sadly, i must give her bdae present oso

during her bdae!

CAN! NO PROB!

i promise her to pay her car service maintanence n

car inspection!
HAHA! hrp2 by her bdae i got my license!
HEE!

well, here r the pics of the wallet n wat i do in sch on MON..hehe!

Inside view of the wallet!


my red billabong wallet! HEE:D


ME! in sch! tkde keje!

Disc brake!

NICE EFFECT! was trying to take the brake pic..

bt BOI tolak me! LOL!

SIDE view of the Brake Caliper..

hmm..

todae my dear fish kinda quiet..

its ok.. i understand aniwae :)

i will owaes be there 4 u when u nid me..

aniwae,

i juz change my playlist song AGAIN!
HAHA!

here r the lyrics..

enjoy :)

SPRING-Pesanan buat Kekasih

Sewaktu kau melangkah
Meninggalkan diriku
Sebaknya rasa di dalam dadaku
Menahan titis air mata

( 1 )
Ingin aku berpesan
Kepadamu kekasih
Sekiranya engkau merinduiku
Hubungilah aku di sini

( korus )
Jika ada kesilapanku
Maafkanlah diriku oh sayang
Dan izinkan aku bertanya
Mengapa kau berubah hati

Kiranya kau ada penggantiku
Tetapi hidupmu tak bahagia
Relaku memaafkanmu
Dan menerimamu sayang

Walaupun hatiku kau lukai
Namunku masih menyayangi
Kerana sehingga waktu ini
Cintaku masih untukmu

Oh sayang di mana kau berada
Janganlah kau lupakan aku
Ingatlah aku walau sesaat
Seorang insan yang terluka

( ulang 1 )

( ulang dari korus )

k lah..

gtg..

schooling tmr..

pagy lak 2!

haha!

NITEZ!!

i miss u my dear fish!

CHALO!

(ku hanya kamu tahu betapa ku cinta padamu)

well.. i ve tried

hey.....
its 9.36AM
kinda bored rite nw..
juz came back frm sending my lil princess
to ngaji cox todae she KATAM...
GOOD!
:)
im happy 4 her...

well i think i wouldnt be getting the fish..
cox the chances is getting slimmer..
bt its ok.. i understand..
to my fish..
if kamu sudah berbaik semula dgn beliau,
well all the best to u..
may u be happy wif him kk..
ive tried my best to win ur heart..
bt i noe u still love him..
i can see my dear..
bt its ok...
its ur decision to choose who u want to be wif.
its ur life.. its u the one who cntrl..
no matter wat happen, ill be owaes be there 4 u..
n u will owaes be in my heart.. cox i do love u..
my love terhadap u wont fade..
cox ure my everything in this world..
haish..
do takecre of him baek2 k...
i sanggup menunggu even it will takes years
if i have the chance...

aniwae im working tonite..
will be on9 late..


CHALO!

(i will owaes love u no matter wat happens)

im so touched!!

HEY!
its 1.46AM!
still cant sleep..
cox got alot of thinking in my mind..
bt im really touched tat my BROS frm PY!
they really there 4 me when im dlm kesusahan..
they all give me good advices! I mean REAL GOOD!!
i REALLY APP it for all their advices..
i dnt realise wat im doin until they tell me..
skrg aru ku sedar!
im SO TOUCHED!!
TY BROS!
I OWE U ALL BIG TIME!
THNKS FOR BEING THERE 4 me
n listen to all my probs!
I WILL OWAES BE THERE 4 U GUYS!!
THNKS MY BROTHERS!! :DD
nvr regret having brothers like u guys!
U ALL THE BEST!!
I WILL TAKECRE OF U GUYS LIKE HW
U TAKECRE OF ME!

addiction

THE "FISH" IS MY ADDICTION!

CHOCOLATE IS MY CRAVE

N LOVE ARND ME WHICH MAKES MY DAY!

:((

NO MOOD!!!!
FEEL LIKE CRYING!!
BT I DNT NOE WATS WRONG WIF ME!
I DNT NOE Y IM LIKE THIS!
MOOD SWING!
DNT EVEN BOTHER TO ASK Y
COX I MYSELF DNT NOE Y!!

HAISH. :(

hmm... i wonder

HEY!!
its 7.44PM
juz came back frm fetching my sis :)
todae was kinda bored n tired
cox my body was ache-ing n kinda no mood
cox my nenek is sick..
todae end sch at 4PM,
den mit syahmi at LOT 1 to lepak jap..
n here i am nw typing tis post..
haish..

y my family cant trust n understand me?
y?!
y must they accuse me of something tat i dnt do?
Y? y cant they be supportive to me of wat im
doin.. esp the positive ones...
i love my passion in sports n volunteering..
y juz they cant support me?
if u tink tat im doin the negative stuff,
im trying my best to show tat im nt..
im nt like dulu..
doing bad stuff..
i have CHANGED ALOT!
plz give me the oppurtunity to show wat i love
doing at...
i am not the BAD SAZRI animore..
i have seriously have changed for the better for everyone..
plz! give me this chance to let me show u wat i love most!
haish..
n its gonna be my bdae soon...
n i dnt want to repeat wat ive done in the past..
this is my 18th bdae resolution..
i want to prove to everyone tat im changed!
n i dnt want my family to treat me like dulu,
zaman2 i degil...
i have changed.. i nid some space for myself..
i noe u all care n love me..
bt im nt the person in the past..
i have realise my mistake..
plz give me the opportunity to let me show.
tis the most impt present tat i want for my bdae..
care, understand n support me for wat i love at..
tats all..
haish..

aniwae tmr i whole dae no class!
I MISS U DEAR!
gtg ppl..

CHALO!

(ure the flower tat bloom n grow frm my heart)

badminton!

hey!
its 9.29PM!
juz came back frm badminton
wif hassan, khai, umairah n hassan fren :)
todae woke up really late..
arnd 12 plus if i rmbr..
cox was really tired psl smlm
goin alot of places frm morning..
bt was fun!
aniwae,
when i woke up,
the sad part was, there was no one at hme
except my grandmother..
semua kua jln2..
RABAK seyy! kene tinggal!
haha! bt its ok lah..
jage my nenek...
cucu nenek mah!
LOL!
den i on my com n chat wif hassan..
den plan to go play badminton at gombak..
was gerek ah! cox da 2 yrs nvr hold
badminton racket..
last was during sec sch aft inter-sch tourney..
bt my stamina was super low uh..
dah lama tk train..
we all gerak frm the court arnd 7PM
to go eat at Ananas Cafe at gmbak MRT..
the chicken rice was super NICE SEYY!
n CHEAP!
haha!
lepak jap while khai go n bath at the gmbak stadium shower room..
frm there all go their seperated ways cox hassan have to go
for badminton trng while khai have to send his DARLING hme..
hehehe!
n here i am writing this post :D

to my dear fish, im sorri
if i made u mad juz nw..
i understand n i noe y u no mood..
sori aitex:(
hope u r ok..
i really worried n care abt u
cox ure my everything in this world.
i really do Love u loads dear.
hpe u r fine..
n i hpe u like my present/surprise :D
nuth much to write abt todae..
juz worried abt her..
gtg! NITES!
aniwae, i juz change my playlist song..
n here r the lyrics.. dedicated dis song for
my dear fish.. :)

BELAIAN JIWA-INNUENDO

Seindah tiada lagi kau kuingatkan
Sayang kau hilang
Menanti biar sampai akhir hayatku di dunia ini

Kau tahu betapa kusayang padamu
Hanya bidadari sebagai ganti
Hanya takdir menentukan ia
Oh belaian jiwa

Oh angin sampaikan laguku padanya
Yang sedih pilu
Terimalah laguku jadi teman hidupmu
Untuk selamanya

Kau tahu betapa kusayang padamu
Hanya bidadari sebagai ganti
Hanya takdir menentukan ia
Oh belaian jiwa


CHALO!

(i will owaes be by urside my dear, cox to me, ure my everything in this world)

squash!

hey, its 2.12AM,
sori for posting late..
cox bz doing stuff jap..
tadi kua reach hme at 12.20AM..
todae was really kecoh!
went to SAFRA TAMP
to support Yuhaniz
in a POL-ITE bowling tourney.. :)
she represent ITE n im oso in ITE,
so i support luh!!
HAHA!
reached there at 10.45AM..
stay there till 1.50PM n off to
P.H.H for A.G.M meeting..
aniwae, congrats Yuhaniz for getting 3RD in
team catogery, means, ITE get 3RD position!
TOLD YA U CAN DO IT!
eventhough u r sick.. bt u manage to tahan till end of the tourney!
SYABAS! SO PROUD OF U!
GET WELL SOON!
aniwae,
reached P.H.H at 2.50PM..
juz on time.. HAHA!
by the time i reached there, i gt tis BAD HEADACHE!
i tink cox i nvr eat the whole dae..
tu lah.. sape suruh tk nk mkn..
ni akibatnye!
HAHA!
well, the meeting start at 3.20PM n end at
6.30PM..
lama btl sey meeting dia!
well, nw PERTAPIS have a new president..
all the best for the new members n management!
den eat the refreshment tat they have ready,,
since da lapar sngt...
den i quickly went off to YCK to meet my PY to play
squash, cox they trying out!
VERY FUN SEYY MAIN SQUASH!!
really enjoy myself playing!
HAHAHA!
very the kekek!
NASIR smack the squash ball so hard tat the ball hit my
NIPPLES! WAT THE HECK!!
Smpi skrg maseh lebam! HAHA!
bt its ok, accidents happen..
den most of us r hungry oredy,
so we went off frm YCK arnd 9.30 to go to Tiong Bahru to eat
at MCDONALDS.. since da dkt ngan umah umairah.. :)
haha! Firiman is so obssessed of winning a prize tat
the mcdonalds promotion yg monopoly gtu! HAHA!
we won 2 small fries n a apple pie! HAHA! JADI LAH!!
aniwae, lpas mkn,
we all go seperate ways, khai anta DARLING(umairah) dia
alek..hehe!
n firiman, hassan n jannah go seperate ways frm bt batok..
n here i am nw writing the post...
aniwae here are the pics 4 todae..
nt tat much.. sempat amek time nk alek jek..
:D



Happy couple 1 (Jannah n Hassan)



ME :D



dorg agy! HAHA!

Happy Couple 2(Umairah n Khai)

me in the bus otw gy tampines :)


all the happy couple came down for squash seyy!

SO GOOD! nearly all bring partner except me or better still,

yg tadi dtg 4 squash all attached, n most of their mataer ade

during squash xcept 4 radee n firiman nye darlings jek tk dtg.. HAHA!

wish my fish was there oso..

bt its ok, i can wait :D HEE!

hehe!

aniwae, all the best to Khai n Umairah!

LAST LONG AITEX! :D

to my dear fish,

i will try my very best n tk akan putus asa untuk cuba menangi hatimu

untuk cintaku kepadamu.

kerana ku sngt menyayangi kamu :D

OK LAH!!

tats all 4 todae..

nk gy bath ah..!

bucuk ah RiNO!
HAHA!!

miss u DEAR FISH!

u will owaes be in my heart!
NITEZ!!

CHALO!

(ku mahu dan akan selalu berupaya untuk menangi hatimu)