PAINTBALL!!! :DD

HEY!!
its been 2 days nt blogging.. kinda lazy to on9...
haha!
well, fri nuth much happen only
i went for meeting at hq..
for the dec events...
nxt wk and whole mth of dec its gonna be a bz schedule for me..
so yeah..haha!
juz nw was fun.. went for paintball session wif my cuzzins and
some of my youth mates..
haha!
was super gerek!
headshot ppl many2 times..
i oso kena headshot many times..
the worst was my cuzzin hit me above my forehead..
which the mask doesnt protect..
haha! my head bleed abit n bruise..
haha! the paintball palletes was hot when hit to our skin..
bt was fun.!! haha!
cant wait to do paintball session wif my youth mates..
tis games really bond ppl together..
work as a team..
haha!
aft paint ball, me n my youth mates went to lot 1
for our lunch cum dinner..
haha! was freaking hungry..
we ate at pizza hut.. mcm2 kite order..
smpai kenyang btl!
lepak2 arnd lot 1 and went home..
n here i am nw writing tis post..
kinda tired rite nw..
haha!
wanna rest..
tmr working...
k lah
NITEZ!!

CHALO!!

(ku sangat merinduimu)

yay! pass!! :D

HEY!!

i pass my BTT todae! WOOHOO!!
so happy!..
padahal aru BTT lom FTT or TP.. haha!
bt syukur alhamdulilah i pass! :D
book my FTT oredy..
test in 3 wks time..
lucky book early2.. if nt must wait 1 mth plus for FTT..
hehe..
well, todae was tiring for me..
was sleeping nearly everywhere i go..esp at hme..
haha! pnat sngt maklumlah..
haha!
send my lil princess to sch for her performance at evening for
prize giving ceremony..
while waiting, when was sitting at the hall, was fall asleep kejap..
mama ask me to go hme since i was really tired..
so i did..
when reach hme, trus K.O.. reach hme arnd 5PM..
slept till 8.30PM..
n here i am nw writing tis post...
im hungry rite nw..
lom mamam dari tadi...
i miss u my dear :(
takecre all!
gtg..
nk mamam!

NITEZ!

CHALO!

(ku tetap akan mencintaimu)

stress! :(

hey..
hmm..
it seems alot ppl is having bad mood todae..
including myself..
cox im stressed of wats goin on wif my life..
and also in 7 hrs time, im taking my BTT..
i dnt wish to fail my BTT..
cox i want to pass n get my license ASAP..
idk y wats going on rite nw..
alot of my frens no mood todae.
wat a coincidence..
haish..
well, work was kinda slack todae..
nt tat bz..
kinda abit relax..
sch was bored..
nuth much do xcept..
revision since my final year theory exams is coming
in 2wks time..
haish..
i really want to back up my studies..
cox i really want to go higher nitec wif good GPA..
if really possible, taking diploma..
if can ah..
watever it is..
i must study hard for my theory..
cox tat is the part tat im weak at..
doing revision by copy 40 qns on a few piece of paper at class..
n do the qns.. MCQ most of the qns ..
hmm..
well, rain hits my sch dgn lebatnye..
n tk bawak payung..
so i juz run as fast as i could to the mrt stn..
basah kuyup rabak.. angin pun tiup ngan kencang..
was freaking cold..
haha!
haish..
n nw im sick again.. :(
n plus my cough frm dah nk baik
bcome worst AGAIN!
:(
miss my fish so much.. :(
n she oso sick..
get well soon my dear.
i understand y u quiet tis few days.
cox u sick, n trying to study for ur exams..
:) well, all the best to u aitex :)
i owaes be right here 4 u.
k lah gtg nw..
want to study for my BTT.. n do some revison for my sch exams..
takecre all!

CHALO!

NITEZ!

(bila kamu senyap, ku risau, kerana ku ambil berat tentang dirimu dalam kerinduan ku.)

hurt deep inside me :'(

hey..
hmm.. haish..
y must tis owaes happen to me...
y?
y muz i owaes get tis?
it hurts wen dis happens..
everytime when i found someone tat i really treasure alot n love alot,
cnfrm tis will happen..
haish.. i really feel sad..
i noe... im nt good enuf for u..
i understand.. haish..
if u want to avoid me, juz tell me..
if u r bz, den i understand.
at least i noe rather than owaes waiting for ur reply etc..
cox i really care n worried abt u.. :(
cox i do treasure u alot..
fyi, everytime i found the ONE,
cnfrm i wont get or in the end, the person will avoid me..
n idk y..
wat is my mistakes? wat did i do wrong to u?
everywhere i go, day n nite, i owaes kept tinking of u..
whether u r orite or nt..
hw r u doing etc..
cox it feels quiet when ure nt msg/kol me.. :(
i understand.. if u r bz or sumtink.. at least tell me..
at least i noe rather u keep quiet..
i really do love u my dearest 1..
i noe i wont get u to be myne..
bt i owaes doa kepada Allah,
jika ade peluang utk ku bersamamu,
ku akan menjga dan menyayangimu dengan sepenuh hati..
n todae.. the whole dae i have no mood..
idk y.. feels like crying.. :(
idk wats wrong wif me..
i really feel weird todae..
if u r reading tis my dear..
plz dnt be hurt wif all my words tat im writing rite nw..
i beg u..
i juz want u to noe hw much i do love n care abt u..
i really dnt wish to lose u.. as a fren or more..
or wat ever u anggap me as..
cox nw, witout u, im useless..
i dnt want u to be stressed..
or anitink abt tis..
like i said, if ure happy, im happy..
i respect ur decision..
i cant force love..
i only can shower my love to u..
bt its hard for me to show u..
haish...
hpe u r fyne..
have a great day ahead my dear..
i really do miss u..:(
smile owaes...

takecre..

CHALO!

(ku sungguh rindui mu)

pretending nuth happen.. nuth wrong... haish :(

me n yuhaniz. the only photo i taken at jannah hse..
(jgn korg fikir bkn2 mcm jannah n firiman lak. haha)


tis movie is wat i watch juz nw..
haha! i noe i noe.. i tell alot of ppl den i dnt want to watch...
bt it really getting up my nerves y many ppl say its a good movie..
n its also coincidence tat i watch tis movie cox
aft work, terserempak wif my parents at lot 1, they want to watch tis movie..
so i juz join in uh..bt sadly ddk tk same tmpt cox i last min buy tiket..
n its all sold out sia by the time i buy.. lucky me..hehe!
full hse baby!
haha!
overall i give it 9.0/10.0..
its a nice action movie..
i juz hate the main purpose of this movie tu jek..
hahaha!
well aniwae,
todae work was bored..
haha! tkder kreta langsung masuk n finally its the last day of cntract working
at shell! HAHA!
yesterdae was oso fun..
went to jannah kenduri wif khai, umairah n zaidah..
meet them at Bt.Batok mrt..
suppose to meet yuhaniz n firiman dere oso..
bt since yuhaniz drove her car n pick firiman n zaki up..
so meet them straight at jannah hse..
haha!upon reaching jannah hse, yuhaniz, firiman, zaki n 2 frens oso reached at jannah void deck..
haha!
zaki dah senyum2.. idk y.. mesti ade lah benda..
den jannah n firiman kacau2..
jannah:firiman, ko nmpk ape aku nmpk tk?
firiman: nmpk ape?
jannah: alah depan ko nie, dua2 nie.. nmpk tk?
firiman: oh.. haha! laen mcm jek dorg...
haha!
they both disturb me n yuhaniz wearing the same colour shirt.. i mean sedondong..
coincidence jek... abeh smue da strt fikir bkn2.. den keep saying tat yuhaniz is the fish..
hahaha! LOL!
ade jek korg nie..
if u all really want to noe who is my fish..
juz wait kk...
the time will come soon.. hehe:D
insyallah..
was F***ing stressed smlm...
i want to pretend nuth happen..
haish :(
so miserable me:(
i really miss my fish :*(
hpe she is fine..
k lah.. gtg..
takecre ppl!

NITEZ!

CHALO!

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