hurt deep inside me :'(

hey..
hmm.. haish..
y must tis owaes happen to me...
y?
y muz i owaes get tis?
it hurts wen dis happens..
everytime when i found someone tat i really treasure alot n love alot,
cnfrm tis will happen..
haish.. i really feel sad..
i noe... im nt good enuf for u..
i understand.. haish..
if u want to avoid me, juz tell me..
if u r bz, den i understand.
at least i noe rather than owaes waiting for ur reply etc..
cox i really care n worried abt u.. :(
cox i do treasure u alot..
fyi, everytime i found the ONE,
cnfrm i wont get or in the end, the person will avoid me..
n idk y..
wat is my mistakes? wat did i do wrong to u?
everywhere i go, day n nite, i owaes kept tinking of u..
whether u r orite or nt..
hw r u doing etc..
cox it feels quiet when ure nt msg/kol me.. :(
i understand.. if u r bz or sumtink.. at least tell me..
at least i noe rather u keep quiet..
i really do love u my dearest 1..
i noe i wont get u to be myne..
bt i owaes doa kepada Allah,
jika ade peluang utk ku bersamamu,
ku akan menjga dan menyayangimu dengan sepenuh hati..
n todae.. the whole dae i have no mood..
idk y.. feels like crying.. :(
idk wats wrong wif me..
i really feel weird todae..
if u r reading tis my dear..
plz dnt be hurt wif all my words tat im writing rite nw..
i beg u..
i juz want u to noe hw much i do love n care abt u..
i really dnt wish to lose u.. as a fren or more..
or wat ever u anggap me as..
cox nw, witout u, im useless..
i dnt want u to be stressed..
or anitink abt tis..
like i said, if ure happy, im happy..
i respect ur decision..
i cant force love..
i only can shower my love to u..
bt its hard for me to show u..
haish...
hpe u r fyne..
have a great day ahead my dear..
i really do miss u..:(
smile owaes...

takecre..

CHALO!

(ku sungguh rindui mu)