:)

hey peeps, its 10.24PM
juz came back frm my pri sch reunion..
aft werk, arnd 5+PM, went to vivo to eat,
since i nvr eat frm breakfast...
cox time lunch, tmpt mkn at my werkplace was
freaking far...
met my DJ peeps dere oso...
work was gerek,
cox first thing,
gaji buta,
cox i dnt nid to do anitink much..
customer pun sikit...
hahaha!
GEREK! bt boring!
gerak frm Vivo at 8PM..
reached lot 1 arnd 9PM meet my
pri sch peeps..
HAHA! SEMUA DA BESAR2!
ade smpi i dnt recognised!
WOW!
took some photos wif them,
den i chow at 9.30PM
cox im freaking tired oredy.
HAHA!
n here i am nw writing this post..
well, rite nw,
i wish tat my ikan noes,
hw much i love her n care abt her..
cox i gt tis feeling again tat
the chances to tell her is thin..
cox she's complicated rite nw..
hmm..
i nw have the braveness to tell,
bt i wish i noe whether she gt feelings for me...
oh well...
i redha jek kepada Allah...
ill will still wait till the time comes..
if nt, let it be like tis..
only between me n Allah noe
who is she...
well, want to bath nw..
pics will upload soon:D

CHALO :D

(hanya kamu yg ku cinta)

HEE :D

well, its 11.57pm..
n writing tis post...
juz came back frm my werk place
book schedule..
actually,
end madrasah end at 10PM
den went to my werk place...
todae was quite *Jiwang* for me..
HAHA!
tk tawu knape...
tiber2 mood swing when otw
to pick up my lil princess(adek)
frm sch..
haha!
mybe im tired
cox asyik tido lmbt jek..
TU LAH! sape suruh tido lmbt,
ni akibatnye..!
HEHE!
well,
quite happy tat ikan kol me..
aru nk msg her when otw to my werkplace,
she oredy kol..
mcm da tawu gtu..!
haha!
co-incidence lah kn!
well, chat wif her for abt 30 mins den
she went to sleep.. tertido while OTP
HAHA!
kecian dia..
pnat lah kirekan :D
i understand..:)
ur health come first my dear :)
while waiting my lil sis end sch,
i owaes keep listening n repeating the
song sepenuh hati...
cox i noe she wont believe if i tell her
my feelings terhadap her...
n i tink she cant accept the fact..
n i dnt y i tink cam gtu..
haish..
as each dae pass,
my feelings terhadap her
grew stronger
n each dae pass,
my braveness getting stronger..
i tink the time to tell her is
coming real soon..
bt im still scared tat she
will nt believe it..
haish..
no matter wat,
im a guy..
must be brave! I oso have to accept the fact.
to my ikan,
i noe u r curious who is tat ikan,
n u really want to noe who is she,
well, ill be telling the truth soon enuf..
ku selalu berdoa yg kamu akan membuka
pintu hatimu untuk cintaku padamu.
:D
well, off to bed..
working at my 2nd job at 9AM SHARP!
dnt want to be late on my 1st dae:)
NITEZ!

CHALO!

(engkaulah satu2 nya yg menyinar hatiku)

:DD

heyy!
well, here i am,
juz reached hme frm
solat jumaat..
lepak wif syahmi(zombie), eddie(murphy) n adib(A.J)
had fun, lagy2 part kacau2 A.J..
haha!! standard! AJ muke step fierce jgak!
LOL!
well, todae, kinda bored, kinda moody oso...
tk gy skul tadi, angun pretty late n lagypun,
class pun half class, so no nid to go..!
PHEW!
well, meet acit after lepak wif them...
since acit at west side todae..
n here i am writing another post..
kinda bored rite nw..
well, gtg nw,
nk gy amek my little princess(my adek)..

CHALO :D

(hanya kamu sahaja yg ku sayang)

sanggupnya..

sanggupnya ku menunggu hari yg sesuai
untuk memberitahu berapa
ku syg padamu...
engkaulah satu2 nya dalam hatiku,
ku akan memberanikan diriku untuk
memberitahu kepadamu pada satu hari nanti
tetapi ku takut, kamu tkleh mempercayai
kata-kata ku ini..
apatah lagy untuk menerima hakikatnya.
ku tahu,
ada bnyk masalah dilindungi kita,
tapi ku berdoa,
supaya semua masalah berakhir seketika
dan,
satu hari nanti,
pada waktu yg tepat,
ku akan mengakui cintaku padamu...

(setiap detik, setiap masa, hanya kamu sahaja yg ku fikirkan)

HAPPY DAY!

well, its 12.17am rite nw..
juz came back frm meeting n lepak tadi..
todae, was super FUN!! haha!
meet dayah at 2.30pm cox nid to go PERTAPIS HQ,
to settle some stuff, meet, zaki at paya lebar mrt,
den find out Cik Jufri is nt at the office, he'll back at 5,
den we was like asking each other nk uat ape eh? cox
we reach paya lebar arnd 3.40pm...
so in the end lepak at haig road coffeeshop,
cox i havent even eat breakfast...
well, den mit up firiman at joo chiat. cox he frm tamp...
went up to the HQ ofis to settle some stuff,
end up kua ofis lmbt, cox bbl2 wif cik jufri..
n we all rushing off to go for meeting at
TPI Yew Tee.
supposed to start at 6.30pm,
bt then we kua frm HQ nearly 6PM,
den dgn lincah nye kite rush to take mrt..
in the end smpi yew tee mrt at 7pm..
jannah dah tunggu lama, nearly 30-40 mins
if nt mistaken...
kesian jannah..
i rush went home to take the office key..
den start the meeting exactly 7.40pm..
discuss abt tis n tat,
end at 9.30pm..
went to yew tee teman si dayah to take her money...
den here i am nw writing tis post.. :)
well, im shock tat ikan kol me, its been nearly a week
tat i talk otp wif her.. :)
SO HAPPY! LOL!
well, to my dear ikan,
have a good rest k?
im owaes right here 4 u :)
k lah, off to bed,
NITEZ!

CHALO!

(kaulah yg satunya dlm hatiku)

muke ngantok tapi ngah mendak... sempat amek gmbr...(3am)



(muke mcm girl-girl haha!) thinking of her...haish..
jiwang btl aku nie..


HEY! its 11.55am nw..
juz fully woke up..
actually da bngun at 7.30am..
bt still ngantok,
so i sleep again..
i dnt noe y my sleep behavior pelik..
sleep for 3-4 hours, den angun.. den sleep alek..
weird... hmm...
aniwae, im here posting another post
cox ngah mendak nye pasal..
well, i juz change another song on my playlist...
tis song really suit of wat my feelings terhadap her...
sepunuh hati by spoon..
tis is song is 4 u my dear ikan..
here is the lyric...
enjoyz ppl :)




SEPENUH HATI- SPOON

Bagaimana harusku luahkan
Perasaanku padamu
Yang selama ini ku pendamkan
Dalam diam ku

Sukarnya ku berterus-terang
Tentang perasaan ini
Bimbang seandainya tak kau terima
Musnahlah harapanku ini

Bagaimana harus aku menghadapi
Semua itu
Sedangkan ku menyintaimu sepenuh hati
Tak mudah untukku melupakan dirimu
Kau bagiku
Segala-galanya

Pada yang Maha Kuasa
Ku panjatkan doa
Moga dibukakan pintu hatimu
Kan ku buktikan kejujuran cintaku
Jangan biarkan keraguan
Menghantui jiwamu
Dalam ku menanti semua kepastian
Dari bibirmu oh kasih

Kasih dan sayang
Cinta dan rindu
Tersemat di jiwaku
Usah biarkan ku kecewa
Membalut luka
Agar kau mengerti
Yang selama ini
Aku menyintaimu


engkaulah segalanya dalam
hatiku..

another tiring dae...

HEY ALL READERS!! well, its 1.32am nw,
n i juz reach hme frm work..
well, mata pun da steam, jln pun da tk btl tadi.
aniwae, my day todae kinda sian seyy! bt ok2 ah,
nt bad than wat i expected actually, bt tetap sian!
went to ITE AMK campus aft lunch
for a dialogue session with the ITE principal,
at first tot it was bored.. talk here n there,
bt in the end, nt bad kinda funny, esp 1 lame joke frm
the principal, LOL!
haha!
tiber when otw to work,
very bad headache came to me..
haish...
sian! myself kt keje dah lah no mood,
cox my headache n mood swing..
everyone at work oso no mood,
quarrel here n there..
den tiber kene berry2(berak2)
SIAN SEYY!! :(
Was F***ing bz! dah lah freaking no mood to work,
den somemore hp batt flat again.. WTH?!
seriously cant wait 4 my pay to buy new batt for HP..
nvm lah, wat to do lah kn...
haish... bt good part is tat, later on,
my class CANCEL!
HAHA! happy sia, leh tido lama sikit,
tis few days asyik tido for 4 hrs jek..
k, stop wif the long story..
haha! da ngantok lah kn, post pun merepek2..
ikan todae seems quiet again..
tis few days, she has been quiet
haish..
hmm.. nvm lah,
i understand,
she juz nw bz n tired,
well, have a good rest aitex ikan :)
sori to disturb u my dear ikan,
i will owaes be with u my dear..
i cant stop thinking abt u..
i miss her :(
well, i want to sleep nw.. FREAKING tired seyy..
sori for the boring post... :(
nitez! :D

CHALO! (p.s: seriously lame sia my post todae:( )
aniwae, tis is the lyric for my new song at my blog playlist:) enjoy.
One of my fav song :D

Memori Sekuntum Rindu- SPOON

Di kala sepi ini
Hatiku terluka lagi
Engkau telah mendustai
Sebuah janji
(Sebuah janji 3X)

oh...sayang

Oh tak pernah ku menduga
Engkau curang dalam cinta
Budimu yang seindah dulu
Hiasan cuma

Mengapa aku
Dipersalahkan
Mengapa tidak oh dirimu
Kekasihku... oh... oh...

Dulu bercinta berjanji sumpah setia
Mengapa kini kau dustai

Dulu rindu serindu-rindunya
Kini benci sebencinya
Mahu semahu-mahunya
Malu aku tak malu

HEY READERS! well, nw its 1.30am n im still

nt sleeping..haha!

juz came back frm werk...

well, work was fun n tiring..

at first was super quiet.. customer sikit..

bt then suddenly, BOOM!

customer trus ramai dtg 1 shot!

i was like, WTH?!

haha! bt was ok lah..

closing oso finish cepat, so

dnt care ah... haha!

well, took some pics aft werk,

ngah mendak lah.. maklum lah...

want to kill the boredom..

n pizza hut ade tis new promotion

for their pasta, n we have to use this

uniform during the promotion period..

haha!

here are the pics.. :D

me n abg fir

me n farah( farah nk posing jek tau!!HAHA!) i confess!, i love Pasta PERFETTO!

I CONFESS!(mcm gay sak muke! HAHA!)

Well, tats all the pic i took, cox my hp batt da nk flat AGAIN!

aru charge petang tadi..!

seriously goin to change my batt soon!

aniwae, yuhaniz have bowling tourney later,

all the best! HOPE SHE WIN! HEE!!:D

ikan nari pun kinda senyap,, nvm

i understand she bz:)

i miss her :D

well tats all abt todae...

Chalo!

NITEZ!:D

poem i wrote...

well, since im bored,
sempat i wrote this malay poem..
Do read :D enjoy!


Sayang

Sayang,
kaulah segalanya,
tanpa kamu berada disisiku,
ku rasa keseorangan dan
diriku berasa tidak berguna lagi
untuk hidup dalam dunia yang sunyi ini.

Sayang,
ku selalu berdoa kepada Allah untuk,
kesihatanmu,
kebahagiaanmu dan
kesejahteraanmu.

Sayang,
walau apa pun terjadi,
ku,
akan selalu bersamamu
tidak kira dimana kamu berada.

Sayang,
jika kamu sedih, ku memujukmu,
jika kamu sakit, ku merawatmu,
jika kamu marah, ku tenangkan hatimu,
walaubagaimanapun,
kamu adalah
segalanya dalam hatiku
selama lamanya.

Sazri Sawal:D

back from school... EARLY!

hey readers, its 2.51PM rite nw...
well, sch sux AGAIN...
aftnoon class cancel,
ade morning class bt..
i came LATE AGAIN!...
mendak sey... no lesson..
haha! for the first time i say
MENDAK when no lesson..
cox i gt no where to go aft morning lesson,
in the end lepak wif acit, botak n Singh till 1pm outside sch..
tot of meeting someone, bt tk jadi.. its ok :D
so went home straight..(GOOD Boi lah kirekan..) haha!
n here i am now writing another post.:)
well, im really bored rite nw n aft tis
im goin to werk at 6PM..
haish...
another boring day..
n tmr lagy sway,, (hrp2 tk ah)
during lunch time i have to go to ITE AMK..
dnt noe for wat TALK.. my C.A nominate me to go...
dlm bnyk2 ppl, y me?
hmm..
oh well..

Chalo ppl :)

AT LAST!!!!!!

hey all!! its 11.54pm... juz reached hme frm werk.. was super tired n sleepy day to me...
skul was sux todae..
didnt do any practical...
no lesson in fact..
cox 1 of my teacher have to go meeting..
class go on bt didnt do anitink..
sit dwn, chit chat.. bla bla bla..
haish...
werk was fine.
not bz bt tired cox im still freaking sick...
well.. wat to do..
aniwae,
kinda bored witout her msging me..
ikan was super quiet todae.
dnt noe y..
wonder if she is fine..
hope she is..
kinda miss her loadz.
haish...
as each day pass..
i felt like ikan n me are drifted apart.
idk y..
well, life muz go on.
i owaes kept thinking of her n only her,at my werk, at my sleep, everywhere i go, she is owaes in my mind...
n hp batt was F***ing flat when at werk..
Stupid hp batt... cant even last even a day..
haish.. wanted to msg her at werk bt my batt died.
as each day, my feelings for her getting stronger..
bt no matter wat, i must wait 4 the right time to make the move..
wish tat dae come soon enuf. if not, rela ku menunggunya.
well, i only redha kepada Allah to watever happens to me.
to my ikan, i do love u n only u are the only 1 in my heart.
kaulah segala2 nya..

good nite all :)

12.10.09

hey... its 11.22am. n im still nt ready for sch... hahaha!
well, im bored so i post another entry..
haish... its been 3 days my ATM card hilang.. n my sis juz find out...
mcm biase.. she bising2 ah.. somemore ckp,

kakak:"lepas ni hilang ape? hilang diri ko lagy bgus.. tk menyusah kn org."
nenek:" ni aru hilang card, lom hilang bird.."

lol.. nenek tk abes ckp hilang EHEM! haha! bt WTH? kakak suke nah nk aku hilang...
aku ni dngn tk sengaje hilangkn
bkn aku sengaje2..
dah letak dlm beg the card, i tink i tercicir when nk letak my mp4 in my beg..
well, im owaes careless lah kn... padahal its been a long time ive lost something.
n this word(careless) owaes kua dari mulut kakak..
well, tkpe lah... sabar jek lah... ni semua test dari Allah.
well, gtg nw..

:D

well...

hmm... nw its 2.16am n im still nt sleeping.. n its the start of the school oredy...
wow! so fast da 3 minggu... well, da start masuk skul alek.. n aft skul trus gy werk..
nvm... for the sake of my pocket money... sanggup..

aniwae, haish...
well, kinda tired day todae.. asyik rase nk
tido jek.. tapi tkleh..
plus im sick n its been 1 week 2 days im sick n
still no sign of recovery..
hmm..
myb tk mkn ubat btl.. entah eh..

well, for my dear ikan,
thnks for being caring to me. app it loadz..
bt sadly, i cant tell u nw hw my feelings terhadap kamu.
cox nw is really nt the rite time. n if i tell u, u gonna be shock for sure..

hmm..
well, u r really sum1 for me..
the cover of ur book is different frm the inside of ur book,
it means: when the first time i meet/saw u, i tot u r the kind tat
is sombong2, susah nk bbl type/fierce in short form... hehe... bt when i get to know u better n close wif u, u r totally different frm the cover
of the book.. u r like the sugar in my tea. u r a swit, lovely n caring person very girlish kind.
its so hard 4 me to find sum 1 like u.
nvm.. 1 day, when the time is right, ill be brave n tell u the truth to u...

nw juz waiting 4 tat 1 day....

:)

today...

well, today kinda fun day eventhough im still sick for more than a week oredy.. haish...

aniwae, here r some of the pics n vid to show wat happen todae. went for perjumpaan hari raya at my void deck...

some games been played by the ppl who watched the show

huda n me...( dnt fikir bkn2 eh!)

dayah, huda n me was there to support the show...well, the video below is me performing joget dangdut cox kene sabo ngan encik nasir.. haiya! njoy the vid... :D

engkaulah yg satu di hatiku.

ikan yg ku syg, ku cuba untuk mendekati diriku untuk bersamamu,
tapi diriku takut yg kamu tidak boleh menerimaku,
tapi apa kn daya utk ku mencuri hatimu, kerana ku sngt mencintaimu.
lagu inilah setiap kali ku dngr mengingati mu syg...

*Keindahan pelangi adalah
Keindahan wajahmu sayang
Yang sering bermain di mata
Hatiku ini
Keharuman bunga kasihku
Hanyalah untukmu sayang
Bagaikan pantai dan lautan
Takkan terpisah
Kasih sayangku ini
Hanyalah untukmu
Kutelah berjanji
Kaulah yang satu
Dalam hatiku ini
Untuk selamanya
Oh sayang
Oh.. Oh..
Untukmu sayang*
(untuk mu syg- febians)
inilah lagu yg dari blogku.

dalam hatiku ini cuma ada dirimu sahaja.
(taken frm my FB notes)

me myself n u...

wish i have the braveness to tell how i feel to the fish.
bt im scared of wat the fish think.
well, like i owaes say to myself,never rush things, owaes have patience,good things will come to u if u have patience
.well, i believe in miracle, anitink can happen.
only Allah noes wat will happen to me in the future.
bt im owaes a person who want ppl to be happy, den ill be happy for them n even myself,n right nw, i hope tat the fish is happy cox for me happiness is the best thing in lyfe.
nothing doesnt get any better than happiness.well, if the fish is wif another fisherman rather than being wif me,im ok wif tat as long tat fish is happy, im happy.
cox the fish happiness is my happiness.well, i think ill juz go wif the flow. wait for the right time to come to tell hw i feel to the fish :Dright now, i feel happy :D
(taken frm my FB notes)

to that someone..

to this fish, if u noe who i refer to,
u r the best thing i ever caught bt sadly,
its nt going to be my fish,
its ok, many fisherman is trying to get u,
i understand, i redha kepada Allah,
if i get, ill never regret n ill owaes treasure it alot, if i nvr get,
means maybe its nt the right time 4 me to get it,
or mybe im nt the right fisherman 4 u.
its ok, ill owaes pray 4 ur happiness in ur life wif any fisherman u r wif.
cox i owaes want to see u happy.
cox that is impt 4 me.
well, only Allah noes which fish ill caught in the future,
n only Allah n me noes n no one else noes which fish im referring to right now.
if u think u noe who i refer to or u tink im referring to u, tell me aitex :D

(taken frm my FB notes)

the fish :D

im happy bt sadly i tink the fish is not eating the bait.

bt its ok.maybe its too early to get it.haha!nvr rush things.

i hope if someone get this fish b4 me,plz treasure it alot cox if i get,ill cnfrm treasure it alot cox its 1 of a kind n its hard for me to find.
bt im really glad tat i found the fish bt well,its ok.

if 1 day ill get this fish,ill superbly treasure it freaking alot cox its the kind im really looking 4.
well only god noes what will happen to me n wat i reffering to.

if anione noes wat im reffering to,plz keep it to urself,n for those think tat im reffering to is u,tell me,ill tell the ans soon enuf:D

(taken frm my Facebook Notes)
cheers:)

Blogging

HEY readers..

its been a long time tat ive blogged.
i tink last time abt 4 years ago n nw im back.
dnt noe y...
well, enjoy reading my posts aitex :D