Resolution for 2 0 1 0...

hey all..
2 0 0 9 is goin to leave us soon..
n 2 0 1 0 is coming up..
watever tat happens in 2009 is all a wonderful memories..
wif all the ups n down..
learn frm my mistakes in 2009..
n my resolution/azam for 2010 would be...
-pass my car license
-to be more matured n serious in most matter.
-to be less lazy..(lol)
-to be successful person(bowling, badminton, automotive industry)
-to understand wat is love n how to appriciate love.

tats my resolution for 2010..
so far my resolution for my 2009 has achieved well except for
excel in my studies.. :(
hmmm...
well..
i have to move on in life..
even though 2009 is quite a sad year for me..
bt its while worth to keep in my memories..
k lah... i gtg..
want to go gathering wif my colleagues...
aniwae, happy new year to all!!!

CHALO! :D

the decision...

hmm...
i tink i have made my decision....
haish..
its a hard decision for me...
bt i think is the best..
i have to let u go...
haish..
i juz dnt noe ur feelings terhadap me..
i dnt even noe wat do u anggap me or
wat i meant to u..
everytime i ask u wat/hw do u feel terhadap me..
u will owaes say tat one dae u will tell me..
i juz really wish 2 noe..
bt u juz kept delaying..
i understand y..
bt its too long to me..
i can wait for the ans bt sometime..
its juz weird enuf y muz u delay the ans..
haish..
im sorry..
bt i have to move on...
i nid to find my own happiness..
my objectives to see u happy is done..
nw is my turn to find my own happiness..
eventhough my heart still on u..
i will owaes love u bt...
tis is my decision...
only u noe wat shld u do or decide..
im sorry..
plz forgive me...
i hpe u understand...

:(

missing u...

where are you?
i missed u so much..
haish..
everywhere i go,
i owaES kept tinking of u..
when u are away,
first thing in my mind is u..
worried abt u..
missed ur voice,
missed ur msges..
infact, i miss everything..
where are you my dear one?
have u return home?
if u do plz tell me..
haish..

everynite n dae, my mind was owaes tinking abt u..
my love for u is stronger each dae..
bt i noe i cant be urs for now, nt soon nt later..
bt MAYBE 1 dae..
n im nt giving up..
bt nw, i juz want u to be happy..
my dear..
forgive me for all my wrong doings..
..
my love for u will nvr fade cox nw,
i juz nid u by myside...
love u loads.. fully in my heart...

tired!

woo!
wat a dae..
damn tired rite nw..
cant wait to go hme...
n have good rest..
cox aft tis, im gonna have alot of events n meetings coming up real soon!
bt wat the hack!
cox tis is wat i love to do..
so yeah! im ready to face the challenges ahead!!
HAHA!

k lah gonna strt packing up my bag nw..
gtg!

CHALO

(only u n u in my heart)

i jjuz miss u so much!

I juz cant stop thinking of u,
everytime i see ur pictures, or when im lonely,
u r owaes in my head..
i juz cant stop loving u..
i juz cant..!
cox ure my everything in my life...
i juz love u so much!
ure owaes in my head..!
plz dnt leave me..
i really cant take it dear..
i really miss all the times..
all the good times..
bad times..
all kenangan manis..
i owaes tinking of u..
everywhere i go,
in my sleep,
during my breakfast/lunch/dinner/supper..
all is u..
is u tat bring my life up back..
im owaes the dull in the batch..
im the person who owaes pretend to be happy,
bt inside,
im sad..
only when im wif u,
im owaes smiling in my heart..
ure make my dae..
u make my life the greatest..
n rite nw,
i miss u so much..
only u tat i owaes love..
when the first time i see u,
i tot u the typical kind of girl yg sombong,
or anti social..
when i get to noe u better,
i found out tat i was wrong,
ure the person who owaes trying to make someone u love to be happy owaes..
i noe..
cox..
eventhough i noe u dnt have feelings for me,
bt through ur reaction terhadap the ppl u love,
i can see..
ure the sweetest person ive known..
cox ure owaes be wif me when i needed..
eventhough some time u cant,
bt i understand..
bt most of the time u r..
Thanks for all the memories..
thnks for everything,
i juz cant afford to lose u my love.
i juz cant..
i hope we wont lose our frenship like rite nw..
cox i really cherish u alot..
cox ure impt to me..
hope u read tis..
cox i cant express my feelings straight..
only my blog can..
cox tis is where i wrote everything im thinking and my feelings...
takecre my love..

CHALO!!

(uve been the wonderful girl i noe)

miserable....

hey.. juz came back frm nite cycling few hrs ago..
tired rite nw..
bt i cant sleep yet..
cox i nid to settle all my work stuff ferst before i sleep..
well, life tis few daes been miserable..
nt cox of work to be done b4 the big event..
its abt sumtink else..
sumtink in my mind n heart..
i juz cant afford to lose her..
i really cant..
i do love her..
bt its ok..
i have to give way at times..
i will give her ample space tat she needs..
bt im owaes be right there for u..
i will give my ear to hear all ur probs tat u owaes share wif me..
i will help u in any wae i can..
cox for me, sacrifice for u its juz sumtink tat i can do for u at times..
i juz wish u noe tat i do love u..
bt i juz cant..
well its ok..
i noe its nt the time..
juz hope tat 1 dae will come..
if nt, den i juz cant say anytink..
i ll juz redha kepada Allah S.W.T.
k lah..
gtg...
CHALO!

(i juz cant forget abt u)

busy week...

well,
its gonna be a busy week for me this week..a
events coming up real soon..
muz get ready all the things for the events..
n oso there will be a training for me for my part time job..
so yeah..
bt im glad all goes well..
alhamdulilah..
to all people who will be going for the event tis sun,
do report at e hub by 8.30am latest at the bowling alley..

aniwae,
my life is juz like normal..
nuth much change except tat im bz tis week..
nuth much to sae...
orite..
tats all for nw..
takecre all..

Chalo..

(only left wif memories)

the 60th post of this blog.

To the people who owaes reads my blog,

thnks for taking ur time to read my blog.
i really app it loads.
n im sori for nt active like old times..
cox been busy n sometime juz lazy to update...
haish..
well, nw my life is back to normal..
juz the plain oldself me..
nothing new..
nothing old..
juz the regular me..
hmm..

well..
its goin to be 1 year of single soon..
its good to be single, bt sumtimes i tink,
is there something bothering me?
or is it i feel empty hearted?
or mybe bcox of love makes my life incomplete?
haish..
its ok...
im nt desperate for love..
ill juz wait for the right time to come..
hmm..
to everyone out there whos attached...
do takecre of ur couples kk..
do make them happy..
cox happiness is everything in a relationship..
k lah..
i gtg nw..
kinda feeling low todae..
bt no matter wat, i still nid to be happy..
im fine.. dnt worri...
takecre all..

CHALO!

(u really meant alot to me)

fail...

juz a random pics i post... enjoy..



firiman ngah sengeh2... haha!



iwan n didi

me n yuhaniz..

hey..

well.. i fail..

sad seyy! :(
nw i have to wait for my nxt FTT 1 mth frm nw..
12/01/10
hmm.. haish..
was shocked tat the word fail come out..
i tink too many mistakes i done i tink..
was looking forward to take prac asap..
bt nvm.. will try harder nxt time..
haish...
nuth much to write..
aniwae..
i dedicate tis song to my fish n to everybody out there....
bidadari hatiku by B8..
do enjoy everybody..

CHALO!

(cintaku hnya untukmu)

todae is the dae.. f.t.t...

WELL, TODAE IS THE DAE... ITS MY F.T.T.. HMM.... WISH TO PASS.. CANT WAIT TO STRT MY PRAC LESSONS... N TODAE IS THE DAE SHE GOIN TO KOTA TINGGI WIF HER FAM..I HPE SHE ENJOY HERSELF OUT THERE.. HMMM...... I FEEL LIKE A FOOL NOT COX OF U MY FISH... ITS JUX ME TAT I CANT DECIDE OR IM IM CNFUSE OF WAT SHLD I DO NW... I DO LOVE U.. NT TAT I DNT.. IF I DO LOVE U, I WONT MAKE U WORRY MALAH MAKING U HAPPY. TATS MY PRIORITY MY FISH.. I DNT WANT U TO SUFFER.. I JUX WANT TO SEE U HAPPY.. LOVE DOESNT HAVE TO BE SUFFER. JUX NID TO BE UNDERSTANDING AMONG EACH OTHER... N FYI, MY LOVE FOR U STRONG.. N ILL PROVE TO U 1 DAE IF I HAVE THE CHANCE TO SHOW.. NO MATTER WAT, ILL BE OWAES THERE 4 U..

girls.. hmm..

Girls...

hmm..

do all girls look for a guy wif looks?

do all girls prefer looks den heart if looking a guy?

tis is the qns most i asked myself..

cox.. i noe i dnt have the looks of all girls wanted..

im juz a nobody..

im juz a ordinary guy who look for a girl dat can love me and understand me well..

its so hard to find girls tat goes for guys other than their looks..

i noe i have no looks..

haish..

well.. i wish to find sum1 who do love me for who i am.. nt for wat i am..

well i dnt have the "WHAT".. so yeah..

i juz nid a girl who can love me, appreciate me, understand me n care for me..

tats all i ever wanted..

bt its so hard to find these daes..

haish..

i really wanted a very long relationship.. if possible till marriage..

its juz dat its so hard for me to find 1..

i feel jealous when most couple out there happy wif their partner..

for me happiness is everything..

i juz want to pleased a girl tat i ever love..

bt it seems so hard for me to find tat "right" one..

bt im nt in a rush nor desperate to look for relationship..

if the time comes, i will love tat sum 1 fully wif my heart..

well rite nw, im juz wishing tat my fish would be the one..

bt i sanggup wait even it take years..

i noe im crazy, bt wat the hack.. i dare to take the challenge..

cox if i really love tat sum 1.. i only concentrate on tat 1 person n no other girls..

other than my mum, nenek, my two sis of cox... :D

well, watever it is i juz hope to find tat right one 1 dae... hmm..



CHALO!



(engkaulah satu2 nye..)

the past few daes....

these are the photos of wat happened last sat..

PROTEM MEETING AND PERTAPIS YOUTH BOWLING TRNG/TRYOUTS.

well, it was fun dat dae..

aniwae, its been a long time i nvr update,no time to update or sumtimes juz lazy..

hmm..

y does this happens to me?

y? y i feel weird? y i feel guilty?

y? y does tis comes into my mind?

haish..

i really do love u wif all my heart..

i m scared of losing u..

bt i feel like giving up to win ur heart..

bt i dont want 2... cox im not giving up for all the hard work.

cox my love for u have change..

change means im loving u more n more each dae..

n i missed u loads each dae..

i jux wish to noe hw do u feel abt me?

do u even love me?

i will owaes can wish tat 1 dae u confess to me the truth..

i dnt mind if its positive or negative...

as long u r truthful to me.. im glad..

cox mybe ive been rejected too many times.

tats y i tink.. bt its ok.. i get used to it..

when i sae i feel like giving up.. u sae y..

when i ask y u ask..

u sae nuth..

hmm..

i dnt wish to give up..

cox i wont give up cox

i want to fight for my love for u..

cox for me rite nw, ure my everytink...

hw i wish u noe tat i love u loads..

n hw i wish i can show u fully 1 dae..

hmm..

well, sori for all my harsh words if i got hurt u..

i juz want u to noe tat i love u n only u..

takecre all..

CHALO!

(my love for u has changed n has went to the next lvl)

photos frm qurban@PHH:)

hey.. its been a long time dat i update..

cox kinda lazy to update..

n nuth much to update about my life..

well todae is my last day of sch at ITE for my NITEC course..

YIPEE!

hope i pass n get to go for higher Nitec or better still, diploma at ITE or POLY!

hmm.. my hols has start. for 5 mths..

nuth to do except work, work n and work..

hmm..

everytime when i fell in love, and when i found the ONE,

99% of the time confirm i wont get her to be myne..

hmm..

i dnt get it y..

maybe its juz a test of my patience or maybe is too early for me to be in love wif the ONE..

only Allah noes..

its ok..

setiap benda berlaku ade hikmah disebaliknya..

so i redha kepada Allah..

may Allah kabulkan doa2 ku selama ini..

Amin..

k lah..

gtg..

want to rest..

yesterdae, the whole nite i didnt sleep..

alof of things was on my mind yesterdae smpi tk leh tido..

n at the same time was worry abt my exams..

n nw my exams has ended..

n now left wif me n my holidays.. :D

CHALO!!:D

(ku akan selalu berdoa supaya kamu akan menjadi milikku satu hari nnti)

PAINTBALL!!! :DD

HEY!!
its been 2 days nt blogging.. kinda lazy to on9...
haha!
well, fri nuth much happen only
i went for meeting at hq..
for the dec events...
nxt wk and whole mth of dec its gonna be a bz schedule for me..
so yeah..haha!
juz nw was fun.. went for paintball session wif my cuzzins and
some of my youth mates..
haha!
was super gerek!
headshot ppl many2 times..
i oso kena headshot many times..
the worst was my cuzzin hit me above my forehead..
which the mask doesnt protect..
haha! my head bleed abit n bruise..
haha! the paintball palletes was hot when hit to our skin..
bt was fun.!! haha!
cant wait to do paintball session wif my youth mates..
tis games really bond ppl together..
work as a team..
haha!
aft paint ball, me n my youth mates went to lot 1
for our lunch cum dinner..
haha! was freaking hungry..
we ate at pizza hut.. mcm2 kite order..
smpai kenyang btl!
lepak2 arnd lot 1 and went home..
n here i am nw writing tis post..
kinda tired rite nw..
haha!
wanna rest..
tmr working...
k lah
NITEZ!!

CHALO!!

(ku sangat merinduimu)

yay! pass!! :D

HEY!!

i pass my BTT todae! WOOHOO!!
so happy!..
padahal aru BTT lom FTT or TP.. haha!
bt syukur alhamdulilah i pass! :D
book my FTT oredy..
test in 3 wks time..
lucky book early2.. if nt must wait 1 mth plus for FTT..
hehe..
well, todae was tiring for me..
was sleeping nearly everywhere i go..esp at hme..
haha! pnat sngt maklumlah..
haha!
send my lil princess to sch for her performance at evening for
prize giving ceremony..
while waiting, when was sitting at the hall, was fall asleep kejap..
mama ask me to go hme since i was really tired..
so i did..
when reach hme, trus K.O.. reach hme arnd 5PM..
slept till 8.30PM..
n here i am nw writing tis post...
im hungry rite nw..
lom mamam dari tadi...
i miss u my dear :(
takecre all!
gtg..
nk mamam!

NITEZ!

CHALO!

(ku tetap akan mencintaimu)

stress! :(

hey..
hmm..
it seems alot ppl is having bad mood todae..
including myself..
cox im stressed of wats goin on wif my life..
and also in 7 hrs time, im taking my BTT..
i dnt wish to fail my BTT..
cox i want to pass n get my license ASAP..
idk y wats going on rite nw..
alot of my frens no mood todae.
wat a coincidence..
haish..
well, work was kinda slack todae..
nt tat bz..
kinda abit relax..
sch was bored..
nuth much do xcept..
revision since my final year theory exams is coming
in 2wks time..
haish..
i really want to back up my studies..
cox i really want to go higher nitec wif good GPA..
if really possible, taking diploma..
if can ah..
watever it is..
i must study hard for my theory..
cox tat is the part tat im weak at..
doing revision by copy 40 qns on a few piece of paper at class..
n do the qns.. MCQ most of the qns ..
hmm..
well, rain hits my sch dgn lebatnye..
n tk bawak payung..
so i juz run as fast as i could to the mrt stn..
basah kuyup rabak.. angin pun tiup ngan kencang..
was freaking cold..
haha!
haish..
n nw im sick again.. :(
n plus my cough frm dah nk baik
bcome worst AGAIN!
:(
miss my fish so much.. :(
n she oso sick..
get well soon my dear.
i understand y u quiet tis few days.
cox u sick, n trying to study for ur exams..
:) well, all the best to u aitex :)
i owaes be right here 4 u.
k lah gtg nw..
want to study for my BTT.. n do some revison for my sch exams..
takecre all!

CHALO!

NITEZ!

(bila kamu senyap, ku risau, kerana ku ambil berat tentang dirimu dalam kerinduan ku.)

hurt deep inside me :'(

hey..
hmm.. haish..
y must tis owaes happen to me...
y?
y muz i owaes get tis?
it hurts wen dis happens..
everytime when i found someone tat i really treasure alot n love alot,
cnfrm tis will happen..
haish.. i really feel sad..
i noe... im nt good enuf for u..
i understand.. haish..
if u want to avoid me, juz tell me..
if u r bz, den i understand.
at least i noe rather than owaes waiting for ur reply etc..
cox i really care n worried abt u.. :(
cox i do treasure u alot..
fyi, everytime i found the ONE,
cnfrm i wont get or in the end, the person will avoid me..
n idk y..
wat is my mistakes? wat did i do wrong to u?
everywhere i go, day n nite, i owaes kept tinking of u..
whether u r orite or nt..
hw r u doing etc..
cox it feels quiet when ure nt msg/kol me.. :(
i understand.. if u r bz or sumtink.. at least tell me..
at least i noe rather u keep quiet..
i really do love u my dearest 1..
i noe i wont get u to be myne..
bt i owaes doa kepada Allah,
jika ade peluang utk ku bersamamu,
ku akan menjga dan menyayangimu dengan sepenuh hati..
n todae.. the whole dae i have no mood..
idk y.. feels like crying.. :(
idk wats wrong wif me..
i really feel weird todae..
if u r reading tis my dear..
plz dnt be hurt wif all my words tat im writing rite nw..
i beg u..
i juz want u to noe hw much i do love n care abt u..
i really dnt wish to lose u.. as a fren or more..
or wat ever u anggap me as..
cox nw, witout u, im useless..
i dnt want u to be stressed..
or anitink abt tis..
like i said, if ure happy, im happy..
i respect ur decision..
i cant force love..
i only can shower my love to u..
bt its hard for me to show u..
haish...
hpe u r fyne..
have a great day ahead my dear..
i really do miss u..:(
smile owaes...

takecre..

CHALO!

(ku sungguh rindui mu)

pretending nuth happen.. nuth wrong... haish :(

me n yuhaniz. the only photo i taken at jannah hse..
(jgn korg fikir bkn2 mcm jannah n firiman lak. haha)


tis movie is wat i watch juz nw..
haha! i noe i noe.. i tell alot of ppl den i dnt want to watch...
bt it really getting up my nerves y many ppl say its a good movie..
n its also coincidence tat i watch tis movie cox
aft work, terserempak wif my parents at lot 1, they want to watch tis movie..
so i juz join in uh..bt sadly ddk tk same tmpt cox i last min buy tiket..
n its all sold out sia by the time i buy.. lucky me..hehe!
full hse baby!
haha!
overall i give it 9.0/10.0..
its a nice action movie..
i juz hate the main purpose of this movie tu jek..
hahaha!
well aniwae,
todae work was bored..
haha! tkder kreta langsung masuk n finally its the last day of cntract working
at shell! HAHA!
yesterdae was oso fun..
went to jannah kenduri wif khai, umairah n zaidah..
meet them at Bt.Batok mrt..
suppose to meet yuhaniz n firiman dere oso..
bt since yuhaniz drove her car n pick firiman n zaki up..
so meet them straight at jannah hse..
haha!upon reaching jannah hse, yuhaniz, firiman, zaki n 2 frens oso reached at jannah void deck..
haha!
zaki dah senyum2.. idk y.. mesti ade lah benda..
den jannah n firiman kacau2..
jannah:firiman, ko nmpk ape aku nmpk tk?
firiman: nmpk ape?
jannah: alah depan ko nie, dua2 nie.. nmpk tk?
firiman: oh.. haha! laen mcm jek dorg...
haha!
they both disturb me n yuhaniz wearing the same colour shirt.. i mean sedondong..
coincidence jek... abeh smue da strt fikir bkn2.. den keep saying tat yuhaniz is the fish..
hahaha! LOL!
ade jek korg nie..
if u all really want to noe who is my fish..
juz wait kk...
the time will come soon.. hehe:D
insyallah..
was F***ing stressed smlm...
i want to pretend nuth happen..
haish :(
so miserable me:(
i really miss my fish :*(
hpe she is fine..
k lah.. gtg..
takecre ppl!

NITEZ!

CHALO!

(cinta ku amat kuat untuk kekasih ku)

cough badly.. haiyo..

HEY!
its 11.15PM..
well.. todae was kinda fun bt
was stressed out at hme..
nenek scold2 me.. haish..
my fault.. sori nenek.. :(
went to masjid wif A.J..
cox aft tat want to meet the PY want to
visit zaki mom at hospital..
reach dover exactly 3.30PM..
meet firiman.. den wait for khai, zaidah, dahiyah, umairah n radee..
while jannah n hassan will be late..
so we went off to hospital first..
mcm biase, hospital leh masuk 2 at a time each bed..
so we take turns..
at the same time give advices to A.J on his dreams n his future..
cox he thinking of wat course shld he take during his ITE life..
haha! khai was the best advisor.. haha! serious!
really wise of him..! while radee teach him time line.. target wat will he be at a certain
point of age..
haha!
while me n firiman, membebel giving advises n phrases tat would help
him in life..
haha!
aft a few hrs at the ward, we went off to KOPITIAM..
to buy refreshment n to chit chat..
mcm biase, the gang perangkap me to force me to spit out who is tat fish..
haha! WTH?!
haha! sabar gang..
nt the rite time for u ppl to noe..
u will soon find out urself..
juz wait kk gang..
hehe!
den went back wif A.J cox i gt madrasah at 8PM..
n guess wat, there is no madrasah todae..
alamak!
wat a waste...!
uat pnat alek cpat2..
haha!
bt nvm..
at least leh kai lappy..
hehe! n here i am nw writing this post..
was kinda fun todae! HAHA!
esp all the jokes at hospital..haha!
bt my cough is really getting worst..
haish..
bile lah nk baik..
miss my fish :(
klah..
gtg

NITEZ!

CHALO!

(hanya engkau yg ku mampu untuk miliki)

sick, stressed, no mood...

HEY...
its 9.55PM..
juz came back frm PErtapis OFfice
do some counting for the madrasah books..
school was fun.. start at 10AM..
12PM gy ITE SIMEI for career fair..
alot of good jobs they offer there..
i sign for SMRT, SEMBCORP n SENTOSA..
haha!
meet ikan there..
hassan oso was there..
easy to say, meet alot of ppl
lagy ppl dat dah lama tk jmpe..
old frens, new frens etc..
haha!
stay there till 4 plus den gerak to TAMP..
lepak there till 6PM den went home..
i cough2 non stop till nw..
dah nk 1 wk cough tk baik2..
haish..
here i am nw writing tis post..
kinda bored rite nw..
ikan tk msg..
its ok.. i understand..
i cannot harapkn sngt cox she oredy have someone else..
oh well..
feel like moving on bt my mind n heart owaes have here..
i cant juz leave like tat..
n i dnt wish to lose or leave her..
nvm rino, patience n endure..
sabar...
haish..
its ok lah..
i dnt mind.. like i owaes said..
her happiness is my happiness..
if she is happy, den im happy for her..
:D
rite nw im really stressed out n confused n my life..
i juz cant stand it till i fall sick..
haish.. hpe i can resolve all this soon..
really hate when tis happens bt nvm..
tis all test frm ALLAH..
i understand..
i really cant stand it..
today in 1 point of time, i really have no mood.
tiber2 swing..
haish..
trying to relax myself nw..
k lah gtg..
my cough really2 bad rite nw..
haish..
takecre to all my readers..
NITEZ!

CHALO!

(u will owaes be in my heart my dear fish n im scared of losing u)

cough n cough n cough... :(

HEY!!
its 2.05AM nw..
juz came back frm work..
reached hme arnd 12.30AM..
well todae sch kinda bored..
mcm biase time lunch maen LAN game..
haha! well,
at last i done my final practical test at sch!
haha!
nw can relax2 abit during lessons..
was late 4 werk tadi..
reach workplace arnd 6.30PM..
cox tadi sch end late..
cox of the practical test..
haha! kerja was kinda gerek..
bt i non stop coughing..
haish..
closing kene uat wash wif DAENG..
haha! kinda fun n kinda fast finish..
hehe! on time agy.. 11.30PM da abes wash..
while washing.. ikan called me twice.
haha! as i do my work, i otp wif her..
skali skala..
nt owaes dat i can otp wif her..
hee :D
bt im glad she call me cox kinda whole dae she
silent, tk msg tk ape...
tiber2 kol..
hee! lol!
n here i am nw writing tis post..
nuth much happened todae..
well, gtg
nk mkn, nk sidai baju n nk bath
n go to sleep..
tmr class start at 9AM!
haha! kene bngun siang ni!
miss my lil princess.. haish..
hpe she is fyne at camp n i hpe she enjoy herself..
miss my fish too.. :(

k lah,

NITEZ!

CHALO!

(hanya dirimu sahaja yg membuat ku gembira dgn senang hati)

sick...

HEY!!
its 12.43AM
im bored rite nw..
i cant sleep..
my coughing irritates me..
non stop..
make me cant sleep..
haha! well todae skul was bored..
nuth much to do..
haha! den meet syahmi at wall..
while otw home,
meet A.J n DiDi..
they lepak at my hse..
cox later nid to go PH..
to settle some CET issue..
haha! while otw to PH,
i msg my fish..
n she ask me to call.
hee!
SO HAPPY!
dpt dngr her MANJE SUARA! LOL!
haha!
chat2 for abt 15 mins. den hang up.. cox she want to kol sum1 n
i nid to talk wif manager jap..
aniwae, sori to hear abt zaki parents who met an accident last saturday..
ku doa supaya ibu bapa zaki cepat sembuh..amin..
well her i am nw writing tis post..
hehe! kinda happy dpt bbl wif fish jap..
oh well, nt owaes get to talk wif her mah..
dear fish,
i will never ever leave ur side..
cox im owaes here 4 u.. dnt worri kk. :D
i will owaes treat u like my fish tat i love even though
u have gone back wif ur guy..
n i respect ur decision..:D
nw i only can doa dat 1 dae u will be mine if possible..
if nt.. i will owaes pray for ur happiness.. :D
miss my lil princess loadz!
hpe she is fine at her camp..
haish..
miss my fish too.. :(
k lah..
gtg..
NITEZ!

CHALO!

(i will not leave by urside, im here 4 u)

UPDATED BLOG! :D

HEY!! its 9.38PM..
juz finish updating my blog..
since my blog is corrupted yesterday till make my
com lagg..
IDK Y!
so i cant post anitink smlm..
ok.. well yesterdae kinda bored..haha
cox im sick!..
woke up arnd 10AM..
maen com den go salon cut n dye my hair..
standard colour, wild cherry.. nt too bright not too dark..
juz nice for my skin colour..
n my pay i get less den 3 digits..
bt alhamdulilah.. dari tk dpt ape2 kn..
haha!
i sleep nearly the whole day..
when i woke up...
arnd 6+..
i feel my body very weak..
my body temp when quite high yesterdae..
cox i shiver nonstop n cough here n there..
i quickly bath n eat n take panadol n went to sleep again..
n tats the end of Saturday..
Sunday..
woke up arnd 9+..
feel much better only my body ache everywhere..
play com till 11+,
bath, eat breakfast den kua gy boon lay tngk my atok along sakit..
followeb by goin IMM to find sleeping beg for my lil princess..
cox she is goin to JLN BAHTERA camp..
haish..
going to miss her loads for 3D2N..
oh well..
n here i am nw writing tis post..
im gtg nw.. nk bath n mkn n
mkn ubat batuk... its getting worst for my cough..
haish..
miss u dear fish.. bt its ok..
if u have chosen to be wif sum1 else.. i understand..
eventhough we cant cntct each other mcm dulu..
im owaes here 4 u.. n im slowly move on like usual :)

gtg!
NITEZ!!

CHALO! :D

(cinta itu buta)

friday

Hey!
its 12.17AM..
im kinda sick todae..
haish...
idk y..
feel like nt goin to work tmr..
todae woke up arnd 9AM..
class tkder nari..
so i teman nenek gy pasar..
buy some groceries...
den off to masjid for friday prayers..
meet syahmi n EddiE kt wall..
went to jurong to collect eddie hp
followed bt cathay cineleisure to collect
my dad hp..
since aft tat we got nuth to do,
we play LAN kt cathay..
haha! LEFT4DEAD!!
HAHA! was nearly complete seyy the campaign.. haish.
in the end semua mati..
haha!
oh well...
arnd 8pm plus gy madrasah got madrasah exam..
quite hard n i was asleep while im doing cox im sick..
haha! n here i am nw typing this post..
fish kol me..:)
bt her voice kinda tired..
haha! cox dia gy swimming wif her frens n her guy..
at least she have fun :)
oh well, im glad she is happy nw wif the guy..
n i have to move on slowly :)
ok lah.. gtg..
dah penat.. nk sleep..

NITEZ!
CHALO!

(i have to move on wif my life, bt u will owaes be in my heart)

yeah! hee!

hey!!
ITS 12.21AM..
HAHA! juz came back frm
eating pizza hut wif my lil princess! HEE! :D
WAS SUPER GEREK!! HAHA!
ill post the pics soon.. nt nw..
kinda lazy n tired..
skul was ok! bt i was wet due to heavy downpour..
haha! was otw to LAN gaming during lunch..
was walking half way, den tiber2 hujan dgn lebat nye trun..
i was like bwk laptop in my beg.. n my beg is nt waterproof..
so i was like dash to reach for shelter ASAP!
haha!
eating pizza hut wif my lil princess was SUPER GEREK!
my manager oso lyn us wif great care!
hahaha!
really enjoyed my day todae..
AND! i juz finish my final year project! WOOHOO!
at last! first group in class to complete.. hee!

klah gtg..
n fish kol me..
hee! bt well, its ok y she hardly cntct me..
i understand.. n i oso dnt want her to be in trouble wif the
guy... :)
kinda very sleepy..
sori for the little post..
hehe!
n sori for short post..
haha!

NITEZ!

(cinta yang suci untuk mu)

so long..

HEYLO! :D
its been 2 days nvr blog..
kinda bz wif work n sch..
agy my final year project is due in 2wks!
so fast!
aniwae i ll tell roughly wat happens tis 2 days...


MON 2NOV2009
well, tat dae i woke up quite early..
usually i woke up late cox class start at 1PM..
bt since tat dae i want to go BBDC n enrol..
haha! kua umah arnd 10AM..
meet fadhli Patrick at my void deck..
reach BBDC arnd 10.15AM..
enrol.. pay the fees n book my BTT..
cant tell wats the date for BTT.. bluek!
haha! den trus gy AMK hub want to send my dad
motorola phn for service..
bt sadly, the AMK HUB service centre da tutup!
WTFISH! tk update seyy the motorola website..
tk lang pun dah tutup! wat a waste of time..
in the end gy popular bookstore buy the laptop beg..
den trus gy skul..
reach sch arnd 1.30PM..
do some practical work n continue do my project...
den my dad fetch me frm sch..
since he finish work early..
haha! gy fetch my sis at U.T..
followed by fetch my lil princess kt skul..
den my dad nk gy U.T point tngk2 hp..
since hid hp cntrct da abes..
he took NOKIA E63!
1 of the phn tat 1 want seyy!!
HMPH! tk fair...
its ok.. still collecting money for
my OMNIA! hee!
den MY FISH CALL ME!
haha! so happy since she whole dae snyap.. :D
aniwae, trus alek umah..
den i cntinue do my project smpi tetido dpn laptop...
Haish.. smpi tk update blog..
'haha!

TUE 3NOV2009

woke up arnd 8am..
i check the laptop maseh on..
hahaha! maen cafe world kt FB jap.. den ready for sch..
haha! reach school arnd 11AM, by the time,
morning lesson da abes..
HAHA!
den me n frens gy CATHAY jap to send the motorola phn since
its relocated to CATHAY..
haha!
reach sch arnd 1.30PM..
mcm biase, do my practical practice..
end sch at 4PM..
went home wif yan..
when otw hme, tibe2 y the bus 985 stop at the bus stop at jln jurong kechil
for 15 mins..
den tibe2 driver ckp bus breakdown, plz wait for the next bus..
i was like! WTFUCK!! i shout loudly n i drop off..
dah lah im late 4 work...
luckily my dad call me sae he was at arnd tat area.. he pick me up n rush home cox,
me n my dad work nite shift..
my dad was my hero for tat dae! HEE!
i mean, i work at 6PM.. n my dad has to be back at his workplace by 6.3oPM..
lucky i reach work 5 mins early.. PHEW!
end work quite late...
n im very tired.. so i trus tido...
tats all i can rmbr abt tis dae.. hmm..

WED 4NOV 09

class strt at 9am..
bt woke up at 12PM..
hahaha! was freaking tired...
so i quickly get ready for sch..
reach sch arnd 1.30PM..
luckily it was theory lesson all the way till end sch..
end sch arnd 4.. so i quickly rush hme...
cox i was working at 6PM..
tday work was quite fun..
haha! dnt feel tat tired..
ok lah! hahaha!
end work arnd 12AM..
meet the rest at wall jap..
den went home naik basikal wif syahmi..
haha! pinjam Abby nye basikal!
KWANG3!
aniwae, thnks syahmi for sending me hme..
n thnks Abby for lending us the bike!
hee!
n here i am nw writing tis post..
today whole day FISH very quite..
wish she is ok..
guess wat is she doing the whole day..
haish..
its ok lah..
i understand she is bz wif her stuff n BF..
aniwae, to my fish..
all the best u wif him kk..
i hrp u sentiase bahagia..
n i respect ur decision..
aniwae, happy belated anniversary wif him..
may u wif him owaes happy2 k..
im owaes here 4 u if u nid me..
hmm..
k lah
gtg..
dah penat..
still need to do my project..
n i havent bath nie..
n im hungry! HAHA!
k lah!
NITEZ!!

CHALO!

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